i`m so tired of being here

suppresed by all of my childish fears

and if you have to leave

i wish that you would just leave

because your presence still lingers here

and it won`t leave me alone

these wounds won`t seem to heal

this pain is just too real

there`s just too much that time cannot erase

when you cried i`d wipe away all of yout tears

when you`d scream i`d fight away all of your fears

and i`v held your hand through all of these years

but you still have all of me

you used to captivate me

by your resonating light

but now i`m bound by the life you left behind

your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

i`ve tried so hard to tell my self that you`re gone

but though you`re still with me

i`ve been alone all along